*finally got a chance to watch it*
IRI. TEAM BROS. FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSS.
IT SHOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE TO FEEL DESPAIR IN EVERY ATOM OF YOUR BODY, AND YET UROBUCHI HAS MADE IT SO. *FETAL POSITION*
I take off my hands and give them to you but you don’t
want them, so I take them back
and put them on the wrong way, the wrong wrists. The yard is dark,
the tomatoes are next to the whitewashed wall,
the book on the table is about Spain,
the windows are painted shut.
Tonight you’re thinking of cities under crowns
of snow and I stare at you like I’m looking through a window,
You wanted happiness, I can’t blame you for that,
and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy
but tell me
you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.
You do the math, you expect the trouble.
The seaside town. The electric fence.
Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone
of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.
A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready,
a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry,
the stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.
To have two long wings
and fold them up against your pain;
to be shadow, the peace
around your faded
-Antonia Pozzi (1934)
Antonia Pozzi was a precognitive and/or time-traveling Destiel shipper, and you cannot convince me otherwise.